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=/ Saturday, July 31, 2010

//82nd post

Had my final training yesterday as a cadet . Gonna take over this coming tuesday . I cant really explain my emotions , I am excited about taking over , but still, there is a part of me which is feeling scared . Scared that I will not get the platoon I want to take them for , scared that I will not be able to do my best to bring out the best in whichever platoon I take . =/ Yesterday's training was quite fun . Parade rehearsal , footdrill , banner painting . Oh yeah , finally got our CPBS badges back . Haha , got 7 of them now , 4 badges were still sold out . Plus the AC badge and National Activity badge , I think i should qualify for chief comm once i get my stupid KOTO . Sian , i duno why i failed koto twice sia . so epic . =/

Alot of work to do these weekends . Still have to work on montage for the POP . Plus, I have three tests coming up next week . How good is that . Sighs .

Died @ 12:59 PM


=/ Sunday, July 25, 2010

//81st post
Sians , nth much happened in my life these days .
Back to the old typical life I used to have . Cant anything just happen . Im bored :O

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@THORYUQIAN : abit arhhs .

@aziemah : lol thanks :)

Died @ 7:43 PM


=/ Tuesday, July 20, 2010

//80th post

Ever had one of those days where nothing seemed to go in your way ? well , I just had another one of those days today. freaking pissed off now at all the time that I have wasted . sighs .

Started off the day with chemistry . Failed the test . You may be thinking nth could be worse than failing a test right ? Lol , think again . Imagine failing by half a mark. Thats what I got . 19.5/40 Shyt man . I am screwed once again this term . I have just gotten free of spam trainings and now I already have a disadvantaged start already .

Physics next , got a freaking B4 . Lucky not to have failed alr . lyke seriously . Chemistry and physics test was two days after nationals . I only had 1 day to study for both . Studied for chem , and failed . Didnt study for physics , lucky not to have failed considering that there were more failures for physics than chem .

I am screwed this term la . And yet , I cant blame comp team trainings to be the cause . Even without them , perhaps i would still not have mugged . But still , perhaps I would have . Haiis , to think that my chem teacher is our TIC . I appealed to her and my physics teacher for a postpone in the test . Just one or two days mre . But apparently lyke what they always say , teachers are heartless . Studied for chemistry the day before the test , really did . Dunno what happened to me during the test though . Just screwed up . Lost lyke how many bloody marks just because i missed out on one detail . And its just that half mark . Really want to start studying now , but i dunno how , and i have already fallen behind even before halfwya thru the term .

Wanted to come home to finish up all my homework and revise if there was time . Got distracted and went with derrick to do his experiment . Learnt quite alot but it certainly was not worth it . we left the lab at around 550 and it was well way 730 when i finally reached hme . Stupid 74 . You suck . So much for ChanSH saying that singapore has a great transport system . Fares are always on the rise , and yet , the number of buses never ever rise . Its damn freaking fustrating , stoning there at the bus stop waiting for the stupid bus to come and the only 74s to come are single decks and they will be so crowded , the bus driver just drives past the bus stop . Retarded shit .

Shouldnt be posting this but should be mugging instead , but im seriously just too pissed for words to even concentrate on my homework now .

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@yk yeah i knw liao . Abit too late though .

@timothyfoong wahh , i gt so evil meh , must come haunt me on my blog even still .

@oo erm can dun spam . aiya not interested in who u are alr larh . not my business anws .

@THORYUQIAN yar whatever -.- go to ur wwyk .

@felisher ermm . LOL ? sounds so fishy . haiis nvms .

Died @ 8:07 PM


=/ Saturday, July 17, 2010

//78th post

ANCOC assessment today . will be posting about it . About the NFAC , next time bahhs . Haha . Been really busy nowadays , unable to find the time to post about anything. Lol, here I am now with time at last.

Okayys , so ANCOC assessment was today. Able to wake up at 630 as its lyke quite near my house. Went to MRT to meet junhong and marcus . Upon reaching saw AISS , they zao soon after. then 15 mins later , junhong finally came. Lol , then when we walk ouut to the busstop , AI was still thr . LOL . cute sia , turns out no bus came for the past 30 mins. Then we all decided to take taxi, AISS went taxi stand while we went across the road to wait . All the taxis lyke just ignore us -.- . Then we decided to go back across the road again. Caught a 74 bus. hehe , at last. Then receieved news that AI havent got a cab . Reached Xinmin just on time.

Theory test started. Lol , should not give one hour sia , so quickly finishh alr , then the remaining time just spent stoning. Quite okay paper , only didnt knw about the parade stuff and one or two CAA questions. Then Alpha mdm kept coming in and writing for us hints . But the hints she write all not relevant to the questions i dunno. All the hints i alr knw le -.- . Then she very funny haha , keep looking at timo's paper and laughing. Cool .

MOI First-Aid next , timo sabo-ed me to go first -.- you good larh . Lol , went pretty well for me I guess ... Then was quite fun sitting thr and laughing with timo and umairah abt singing of nasa hairs and shoots around the nose and mouth . LOL . Super funny and interesting la haha . Then our group finished quite early, so alcked quite a bit.

Lunch was one of the best ever provided during a zonal event hehe. Ate quite a bit , more than my usual half . Haha . Then slacked around somemore before heading off for footdrill.

MOI Footdrill was super scrwd for me. Lol , yufan sir gave us 5 mins to go adjust our uniform. Then i went toilet , retucked in my shirt and all . Then uniform check . Shyt , lol , i forget buckle my pants -.- . Lucky he tell me privately and noone else saw hehe . =X Then i was second . I tot my briefing and debrief was quite okay. Lol , then i think i will get 0 under the understanding of command section . Yufan sir asked me "Wad does langkah means" I was lyke " err . *pause* the directioon? " "you sure ? " "no ." "how you expect to teach a command when u urself dun even knw wad the command truely means" Lol , sad life . Haiis , nvms can pass can alr.

Debrief at AVA was quite short . I expected a longer one haha . Wenbin sir came up and told us a few stories of his which made us learn some values . Then , he suddenly ask national competitors to stand up. Was lyke O.O . Then even worse , he ask HCI AC raise hand lol then everyone started applauding for us . felt so embarrassed but at the same time , accomplished . Had final parade and thats it . ANCOC over .

Went to Popeyes at Jubilee AMK with AISS and my own corpmates :) "Bitched" about thr and had quite a good time . LOL . teasing azie and derrick has always been fun . Spent lyke almost two hours thr ? We caused lyke so much commotion at one point of time that the everyone at popeyes looked at us . Then very tired alr , laughed too much . Simply too funny and enjoyable =))

reached hme , found a potty :) haha .

next Zonal event : ABNCOC Nov 2010 :))
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@oo : I knw who u are alr !! LOL . tracked ur IP address down . hehe , why so interested in who wwyk lyke eh ? LOL .

@arturo : Nice of you to visit ! Yay ! HCISJAB ALL THE WAY ! rock on !

@Shermaine : haha thanks ! NA5 were awesome too ! :))

Died @ 8:14 PM


=/ Monday, July 12, 2010

//77th post

Yay , so nationals were yesterday. yeah , this shall be the first part of three post im going to make . This part will be on what happened in every section that happened during nationals :)

Pre-comp
Woke up at 445 and met Arturo at AMK MRT before heading off the Bishan to find Sir jeremy who sent us to school . Thanks to arturo's uncle and Jeremy ! Went to school , did one procedure , quite nice one , calmed my nerves down by quite abit . Saluted TKK eight times , as usual . Then went back to do 2 cases , screwed up first one , second was not too bad for me :) Boarded the bus , ShengYang gave a cool briefing which i cannot elaborate on here .

Uniform Inspection
Lol, the judge only lyke just glanced past nia . Anws we were given the lucky AC 5 and our couterparts AINA got NA 5 ! Lol , abit the coincidence arhhs . Sitting in the samerow -.- Saw all our competitors , we were easily the smallest AC team around . With me and Junhong below 160cm and 42kg ? haha . 人小志气大。 Doesnt mean that we were small , we could be pushed about easily . Lyke what Jeremy has always told me in his debriefs , dun let your small physical size let you down . We did it .

Short Case
One of the easiest case ever . And we did it haha , 96.1/100 . Beating Zone 10 only by 1 point. We finished the case in around 4 mins , but the ambulance arrived only at 9 plus , cause the aim was to see evryone try out CPR . The other casualty gt internal bleeding and shock . =)

Footdrill
Lol , we screwd up badly for this . Arturo was lyke so pissed :O . But somehow we beat z10 by 1 point agn to get best footdrill . Hmm , the judge was the first guy ever to not lyke william's commanding . Then said my timing too fast qhich is quite true actually . Then while marching back william said he saw 48 marks on the paper , scam our feelings in the end 46.5 lol . Great leader , probably just motivating us :)

Long case
My bad . The rest of the team was quite okay except for me . Didnt knw the girl was having hysteria , then she fainted lol , which was quite a relief actually. The girl keep on kaobeing me lor . Damn irritating , ask her for her name ignore me lyke mad . The open skull frac guy , i forgot tie the broadfold across. Only after diagnosing then rmb . Which was quite late alr . Haiis , nvm , its over .

TOC
Was quite okay in my opinion but arturo keep saying not really good . Went thr with the room full of HCI + AISS + Duno wad corp looking at us .Haha , we loaded wrong casualty at the start. Then based on zoey , he was supposed to be 108kg ? but duno how , we managed to lift him and all . Till the other guy fainted . Then need swap casualty. I rmb when we get into position to get rdy to lift , i heard shengyang talking to someone "shyt , die , duno they can lift anot ." But hey, we did it ! then swap casualty , much lighter one . Needed to keep helping junhong with the pudge tho . haha , then liddat lor , finish . Love the "Arturo take the ASS " frm our best leader . heh . Rock on AC'2010

Prize Presentation
Stoned for lyke 20 over mins as usual . Then start . NC Results was first , z10 owned everyone =( . Felt sad for nanhua . Then our turn , woah . When they announced best ldr , I was lyke closing my eyes , hoping , hoping . AC FIVE ! . We went ecstatic ! I was lyke , woah ! Blur william , BEST LEADER . Things were going great ! Then while he walking off , Dr nelson Chua said wait , u also got the best CPR . YAY . Arturo and I were lyke screaminglyke crazy . Then after that , we took turns going up . And fortunately for us , we won enough to allow the whole team to go up once ! Saw AINA looking at us everytime our team was called . Was really glad that they felt happy for us . We have done our corp and the zone proud . Thank goodness . However , immediately aftter , NA results came out , felt sad for AINA , they supported and congratulated us , yet we couldnt do anything for them . Seeing them in tears made me feel sad too . AA's results came out , Xiuzheng also didnt win . It was lyke sad as well , cuz they are really a great team . NH and AI congratulated us after , i really dunno wad to say to them , i felt really sorry for them and touched that they care about us so much , with AI even shouting 圣者为王 for us .

Post - Comp
Went to eat LJS at IMM after . Took cab home . Its been a really tiring day .

NFAC Part 1/3 Completed .

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TAOZENI : Thhank you Mdm for all your support yesterday ! Rock on ! Cya next saturday ! Thanks once again !

Died @ 2:33 PM


=/ Friday, July 9, 2010

//76th post

Down to one more training .
Down to two more days .
Ahh the pressure is so intense , we must really conduct breathing parades more often :)
Case was good today , TOC not too bad , drills had improvement although there is still room for more . :)
Really would lyke to thank so many people who showed support to us AC'2010 throughout part I to the zonals and following that , part II to nationals . It was never an easy path , but thanks to you all , it has been made possible .

Haha , pretty alot of incentives if I win nationals =P
i) EPL Title !
ii) Extra badge for cadet champions :)
iii) Jeremy's sexy cap !
iv) Jeremy coming back to help us next year !
v) Glory

and many more which I may not rmb for now :)

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@Ev@nEyF : Never heard before O.o , why ?
@wwyk : I also would lyke to knw sia .
@oo : Hmm frm NH or AI ? :)

Died @ 9:52 PM


=/ Thursday, July 8, 2010

//75th post
Argh , Germany is out of the World Cup . Shyt man , I watched the match and it was lyke so freaking boring . Oh well , Spain won , although I must say their style of football is far far from impressive .

Had our third last training together as a team . Saw a rainbow outside SALT just after our final case . It was really a motivating and encouraging beautiful scene . It really brings be back to one specific training just before zonals when we saw a rainbow too . It feels lyke history repeating itself again and I really hope that the rainbow will mean something to us .

Argh TOC was hardcore . Wah go that stupid place behind the amphitheatre again and tio alot more mozzie bites . Evil . Case was not too bad :) Drills was horrendous . Oh well. Guess we have to buck up .

Three more days . Zone comp was lyke 90+ days ago ? And now comes our next obstacle . We HAVE to win this . We MUST win this . We WILL win this . want to create a new record of being the First AC team to win nationals under Sir Jeremy . Really dun want to disappoint anyone .

THREE MORE DAYS . TWO MORE TRAININGS . ONE CHAMPION . I want to win so badly I dunno what I will do if we dun . =/

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@Ev@nEyF : Oh , haha . yeah maybe . :)

Died @ 9:21 PM


=/ Tuesday, July 6, 2010

// 74th post

Had my last day without training before comp todayy .
Hahas . FIVE more pple .
Lol, just realised I have both physics and chemistry test on tues next week .
GG . I will not even be prepared . Two days after nats and you give me a test on the whole years syllabus ?
Poof . This term gonna screw it too .
Had O lvls oral today .
Thanks to the hectic training schedule the past few days , I didnt prepare a shyt for it.
Thankfully, it does not require preparation and I went through it with ease . :)
Haha , got UG soccer match tmr . Sure die one . We play for fun nias.
Then gt paper check at 3 , IHE exam paper sia . Have a feeling I flunked it . As in seriously flunk . Not the bwong context of flunk .

Lol , did drills during recess today.
Saw Miss yap at SALT , then she sorta talked to us .
Said sth about wad , take nats as a learning experience , dun be too upset if we dun win . But of course it will be good if we do win sth . Then keep lyke saying things which eventually mean DUN CRY AT NATIONALS . Lol, can tell that shes just encouraging us but still , you wunt know what it feels lyke . The feeling that you have just failed, and just let so many people down. The expectations are high , the pressure is intense . Its just hard not to break down . Take my case for example, Derrick and I , we used to be lyke always wundering , why cry when we got second for zonals ? As in its not lyke we got nth right . Then this year , it was our turn . And it was really depressing and sad if you just missed that championship just by a bit , after going thru so much shyt . Its really hard to understand when you are not the one competing but once ure the one , you will . This sunday will end it all . Please , end it off on a high .


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@shermaine : O.o Helloooo . haha thanks :) You too jiayou worhs .

Died @ 6:40 PM


=/ Monday, July 5, 2010

//73rd post

Its just another six dayys now.
Haha think I am going to get through this afterall.
One whole full day of training today, really really tired.
Been really bored these days , cant feel any life in me .
Haha, that partly explains why I am blogging too . LOL .
Chinese oral tmr , havent prepared a shyt for it . Dun think I will fail that badly though . I mean , for one its oral , and then its CHINESE . Lol . How to mug for it.
Can't wait for comp to end lyke totally .
Just hope that the end result will be in favour of us though .
Better not lose , cant afford to .
Will just die on the spot .

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@THORYUQIAN : LOL ? yo ? hahas , william's tag abv urs sia .
@yk : Heyy , didnt xpect u to read . haha .
@ky : harlo . thnx for ur tag ! jyjy too :))
@oo : wtf are you lol . :) tell me who u are and i may CONSIDER telling u who he likes .

All these eight months of preparation were really and truly not easy . But since we have gotten this far . Lets not give up shall we ? I will try my best , not to let you guys down . AC '2010 . Lets do this . Together .

Died @ 9:45 PM




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